How long has it been?
Many things had changed.
Did I expect my life to turn like this? No.
Life is like a full wave of unexpectedness
I just read my a few of my posts that I wrote years ago.
Oh, how carefree I was.
Now?
It's just a clusterfcks of...everything
And Im just 19, going to 20.
What am I doing?
Why am I not feeling motivated doing anything?
Even if I do, it was just a few seconds of flickers, until it stopped,
Just like the fireworks that I used to play when I was a kid.