The Journey Just Begun: When I Grow Up, I wanna be...

Salam

Everyone has their own ambition that they wanted to be when they've grown up, but like some kids like me, they constantly changed haha. Cause of our ''ahem-ahem'' maturity is very-very raw. But, when I chatted with my sister through Facebook yesterday, I'd made up my mind. I wanna be a Doctor. A neurologist to be precise. A doctor specialised in brain.

I always doubt bout my ability and intelligence to be a doctor. But, well, come off it, it's hard but it's not impossible.

There are 2 major reasons why I wanna be a doctor in the first place:

1. Being a doctor is personally, and entirely my interest. It's my savor (I guess)

2. My parents wanted at least one of their child be a doctor.

3. The other reasons, let me save it in my heart XD

A few years back, I loathe it and as if I choked 'a cupful of slime' when I watched teared skin and well you know. It was horror. When my eldest sister wanted to be a doctor. I heaved a sigh, well, saved! being a doctor.

But she didn't. Gosh. It all started when she applied for Mara but got rejected (well, the word reject is kinda harsh) and my mom got furious and wrote them a letter saying that it was my late father's 'last wish' and she was a top 10 student in Malaysia and all. Wistfully. And then the Mara sent a letter, apologised cause they thought they made a mistake and offered her to further her studies in Lenden : Medic of course.

BUT, on the other hand, Bank Negara offered her to be an actuaries. And she accepted Bank Negara offer instead. Left her medic thingy ==' I don't know why she took Bank Negara. But, well, just a little guess here, I mean, Bank Negara is posher than Mara haha. If I have the 2 choices of course I would choose Bank Negara. The money they offered. The luxury they offered. HAH

There were also rumours bout Mara promised to send one of their 'kid' to London but he/she ended up in India instead. /:

Geli x? Geli x?

Okay,, melepas. Still, never mind. We got Kak Cik left to be a doctor. XD And she's now furthering her studies to be a doctor. Well, if she don't, my family still got me to fulfill our parents wish. But, it's just I don't have the guts. When they all depend on me T.T I mean, I don't really get the intelligent and bright genes from my parents. All my other sibling had 'stole' it. Left me with the clumsy gene that I got it from Mama =,= haha

But, now! I don't know since when that I had this little tiny-tweeny feeling to be a doctor. I just well curious bout the brain. I kinda love brain. Like passion you know. Haha

I still remember when my siblings and I bantered with my father. He said that he would like one of us to be a doctor. Cause, he wanted to be a doctor when he was teenage. We playfully asked him why he didn't be a doctor and ended up as an engineer. And he replied that he was too short to be a doctor with a dead pan face. LOL. And we mocked each other after that.

I chatted with my sister. She said it wasn't that bad you know, in Egypt. And she wantonly said that I should Further there so she can bully me. =.=' I really do, want to further my studies oversea. But when thinking bout leaving me my mom behind. But Kak Li of course had finish her studies by that time. And work in KL. My mom is not like common old people like, who feel that their home is very precious and all. My mom really like the idea is she live with my sister in the future.

Ok. Im babbling now =,=

Oh, I had this ability that I can cope with you know, surgeries, blood, teared ligaments. I can even eat while watching Medic TV. I'd overcome it (: (Ceh,, dah ready naa)